February 2012
3 tags
I should go deeper.
I cut. Its not a relapse, because I am not trying to recover. I did 5 cuts on my left wrist, but only one is bleeding.
I want need to see more blood. Feel more pain.
I deserve it.
Person: What happened to your arm?
Me: ...
Me: it was my cat.
Person:
Me:
Person:
Me:
Person: Your cat can spell 'worthless'?
Anonymous asked: You are loved. I bless you with understanding, hope, strength, love, and happiness. You are a beautiful person, and I believe in you. You are healed.
5 tags
Everything is just spirraling out of control.
I dont know how long can I take it…
Not to mention, my blood-sugars are fucking fine. My emotions are out of control.
Great. Just fucking great.
It's really difficult to find reasons to stay...
Sometimes I feel like I have a eating problem,...
we—s0ld0ur—souls:
I can’t take this much longer. I’m so close to the edge. Fuck counselling. Fuck school. Fuck life. This is it, this is me, I’m a suicidal fat eating disordered failure, and nothing will fucking change that.
Sweatpants, hair tied, chillin' with no makeup on.
Drake: That's when you're the prettiest.
One Direction: That's what makes you beautiful.
Big Time Rush: I don't know why you always get so insecure.
Taylor Swift: You're beautiful, every little piece, love.
Jonas Brothers: You're beautiful, but you don't even try.
Kids at school: What is that omg go back to the zoo
Self Harm Awareness: YOUR STORY →
finding-my-bones:
Check off all that you have experienced.
Place a question mark if you are unsure.
Feel free to add to the list anything that doesn’t fit into the categories.
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[x]Fears of abandonment
[]Sexual violation
[X]Verbal abuse
[xx]Phyiscal Abuse
[]Sexual abuse
[X]Bullying
[X]Self-hate
[X]Self-Harm: Cutting
[x]Self- Harm: Burning
[X]Self-Harm: Hitting
[X]Suicidal...
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I wont be okay.
I know this. I will continue with starving, cutting, purging. It wont get better.
I thought it will, but the only person that ment something to me and has accually cared about me is gone. He walked out of my life.
I am alone. I am scared.
I dont even wanna try to get better.
I just wanna be dead.
We were born to die.
If I was skinny, i'd actually walk around naked...